Shak thinks that Jacqui Thibodeaux is awestruck worthy 8)
update soon
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Stand in the rain and hope to be dry /12:27 AM
I am feeling shitty. I wasted 50 bucks. And i am fat. *sigh*
Summer turned to winter And the snow it turned to rain And the rain turned into tears upon your face I hardly recognized the girl you are today And god I hope it's not too late It's not too late
Not even she could help me out of this misery. And shes been there for me since i first saw her. She actually added to my misery 8(
She used to mean the elation one would feel when you finally went to pee after holding it in for 5 hours. now?
*sigh*
she only seems to be getting more beautiful. i on the other hand. can start diggin the hole to stuff my head in.
bye
Thursday, October 22, 2009
BOLLY WOLLY /8:50 AM
Rascal Flatts I'm Moving On
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons Finally content with a past I regret I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness For once I'm at peace with myself I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces Each one is different but they're always the same They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it They'll never allow me to change But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone There comes a time in everyone's life When all you can see are the years passing by And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't Stopped to fill up on my way out of town I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't I had to lose everything to find out Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on I'm movin' on
The Lyric work is just genius
WELL, i can finally breathe for a few seconds. school's timetable has been crazy, and i can only get a breather on thursday and friday.THE MAIN REASON I AM BLOGGING TODAY IS CAUSE I SAW BOLLYWOOD GIRL AFTER 3.5 LONG MONTHS IN FOODCOURT 5. SHALL ELABORATE TML WHEN I CAN BREATHE< DANCE AND JUMP.
For now, i need to sleep. or else i'll be late for school.. AGAIN. HAHAH. Samuel bet that i'd be late as usual. Dang i am becoming predictable. HAHA well nightszxzxzxz
and for those of you who dont know how she looks like. She looks like Asin with a bit of Aishwarya rai. BUT, her face is slightly longer and she is much more.. petite 8)
and for those who dont know who aishwarya rai is, you'd probbably be a girl in denail that shes probabbly the prettiset indian woman alive. note the loosely used words "INDIAN" and "PROBABBLY". and she sorta looks like asin.
and for those people who dont know who asin is, she looks like Shreya. She has sort of a squarish oval face.
For those people who dont know who shreya is, she looks like nayanthara. She is more "devolped" if you know what i mean.
and for those people who dont know who nayanthara is, she looks like namitha. She is even MORE developed. If you knwo what i mean.
and for those people who dont know namitha is, get yourselfs an indian FHM. she'd probably be butt naked on the cover.
and for those poeple who dont know who namitha is, she is sorta like the indian version of pamela anderson.
and for those people who dont know pamela anderson.
-_- stop lieing.
*faints*
THATS ASIN. now you get how gorgeous this girl is? *smiles to himself at the fiasco that happend just now because of her*
HAHA
night. 8)
Friday, October 16, 2009
/5:06 PM
The root of all evil
Monday, October 12, 2009
/8:21 PM
CAUTION: i honestly would prefer you guys to dwell upon this post at daylight or with company. i dont know if you are easily scared. If you are please enjoy the video at the end and leave this post and maybe come back when you feel a little better or if you are with company.
So today i logged on to the interweb and on to youtube. then there was this video about paranormal activity. then i got reminded of faez talking about something like that at fit's house. so i clicked it and this is what i got.
The real trailer
then i went to their website and found out more. the videos there are more nicer. all i want to know is if this is real or just a movie like quarantine. then i was checking out more and i found this by blackNERD. HAHA (Y)
well, while i was reading the synopsis of the movie. i looked under reccomendations. then i found this movie called the Blair Witch Project. i read the synopsis and i couldnt help myself. i wanted to find out more. so i read the full summary. this movie is bloody old so i dont really bother about spoiler claims. and you will realise that just because you know the story. It does not diminish the terror of the film.
SUMMARY
Three film students go to Burkittsville, Maryland to make a documentary on the infamous Blair Witch legend. They go missing, but a year later their footage is found in a bag inexplicably burried under an abandoned 100-year-old house. The director is Heather Donahue, her main cameraman is Joshua Leonard and Michael Williams is the sound crew.
According to legend the Blair Witch is the ghost of Elly Kedward of the late 1700s. Several children accuse Kedward of luring them into her home to draw blood from them. Kedward is found guilty of witchcraft, banished from the village during a particularly harsh winter and presumed dead. By midwinter all of Kedward's accusers along with half of the town's children vanish. Fearing a curse, the townspeople flee Blair and vow never to utter Elly Kedward's name again. In 1825, eleven witnesses testify to seeing a pale woman's hand reach up and pull ten-year-old Eileen Treacle into Tappy East Creek. Her body is never recovered, and for thirteen days after the drowning the creek is clogged with oily bundles of sticks. In 1886, eight-year-old Robin Weaver is reported missing and search parties are dispatched. Although Weaver returns, one of the search parties does not. Their bodies are found weeks later at Coffin Rock tied together at the arms and legs and completely disemboweled. In 1941, starting with Emily Hollands, a total of seven children are abducted from the area surrounding Burkittsville, Maryland. An old hermit named Rustin Parr walks into a local market and tells the people there that he is "finally finished." After Police hike for four hours to his secluded house in the woods, they find the bodies of seven missing children in the cellar. Each child has been ritualistically murdered and disemboweled. Parr admits to everything in detail, telling authorities that he did it for "an old woman ghost" who occupied the woods near his house. He is quickly convicted and hanged. The three filmmakers interview the 'country bumpkin' types of Burkittsville, who seem equally enjoying being on camera and mystified as to why they'd want to make this film. Heather interviews Mary Brown an old and quite insane woman who has lived in the area all her life. Mary claims to have seen the Blair Witch one day near Tappy Creek in the form of a hairy, half-human, half-animal beast. Two fisherman tell Heather that Coffin Rock is less than 20 minutes from town and the three decide to make the woods of the 'Blair Witch' the centerpiece of the film.
After enjoying a drunken night at their motel, Heather, Josh and Mike park and go into the woods, with a map of the logging trail. After hiking a few miles into woods that seem far larger than they thought they were from the outside, they film the creek where the Coffin Rock massacre occurred. Satisfied with their footage the three set up their tent when it starts to rain. They remain in high spirits through the night, despite Mike's flatulence. The next morning Joshua claims he heard strange noises during the night, one of them he's determined was cackling.
Consulting their map of the area, the team decide to press on further into the woods in search of an old graveyard but Josh and Mike are a little concerned about the accuracy of Heather's map reading having got them a bit lost the day before. They set off, still in high spirits, kidding with each other and generally enjoying their weekend. Heather remains confident that they are on the right trail and that they will reach the graveyard in an hour and a half. But it soon becomes clear that they are in fact lost and tensions begin to mount, both men resenting that Heather continues to film while they're lost. They press on, braving an arduous river crossing over a log bridge. They soon come across a clearing where they find strange piles of rocks neatly stacked on the ground. Heather recalls something that Mary Brown had said about a pile of rocks in the bible, but can't remember exactly what it is. They find seven piles of stones in all.
That night, they build a fire and cook food, some of the tensions having dissipated a little. During the night, Heather takes them back to the rocks to film more footage and one of them knocks over the pile of rocks. Later still, the trio hears strange noises from the woods and they set off to investigate. Something is clearly moving around them, but Mike refuses to leave the tent to help look for it. Next morning, it's raining harder than ever and the trio discuss the events of the night before. Josh suggests that the noises were caused by local rednecks and Mike agrees, worrying that if someone was prepared to come this far out into the woods just to frighten them, they must be seriously disturbed.
The group decides to head back for the car, Heather continuing to insist that she knows where they are going. As the day progresses and they fail to find their way back to the car, tensions again start to run high and, as the day turns into evening, Heather suggests that they camp for the night. Mike is starting to get increasingly stressed by their predicament, though Heather maintains that they aren't far from where they left the car.
That night, they are again disturbed by strange noises around them in the dark. They again go outside to see what's causing it and hear what seems to be trees being knocked over and other strange sounds. Josh suggests that it's probably deer, but Heather isn't so sure, noting that "it's on all sides of us" and that the sounds are like footsteps.
Next morning, they find three piles of rocks that have mysteriously appeared overnight surrounding their tent. Heather films the rock piles, to the dismay of Mike and Josh who just want to get home. But things are about to get worse - the map has disappeared. Heather had it in her trousers the night before, but it's gone now and the two men deny having seen it. They are now completely lost and have no way of finding their way back to the car. Josh implies that Heather has deliberately lost or hidden it to keep them all in the woods to complete her movies. Unwilling to give up, the trio keep on following the creek hoping that it will eventually lead them somewhere. Josh reasons that someone will start looking for them when they don't return.
They come to a river which again proves difficult to cross and already frayed tempers are stretched almost to breaking point, with Mike now acting even less rationally than ever. Heather is angry that the men are laughing at her when her shoes become waterlogged and a near hysterical Mike admits that he threw the map into the creek because he felt it was useless. Mike and Josh almost come to blows and Heather screams abuse at him, becoming even more hysterical than Mike. The relationship between the three is now completely broken down and they waste time arguing over who is going to hold the compass and apportioning blame. Eventually, after continuing south for a while, Mike and Josh simply stop and refuse to go any further. But in a nearby clearing, Mike finds strange stick figures hanging from trees, dozens of them, some in the shape strange runic symbols, others clearly meant to represent human forms. Heather films the totems for a while before Mike and Josh demands that they leave the area. Mike screams hysterically for help, reasoning that rednecks have followed them and made the figures.
That night, they decide not to light a fire and to extinguish all lights in the hope that it won't give away their position and hence won't attract attention to themselves. But they are again all woken by strange sounds, including what appears to a baby screaming. As they are listening, something starts shaking their tent. All three flee into the night, still filming everything as they go and they spend the rest of the night cowering together in the darkness.
At day beak they return to the tent and Josh finds that all of his belongings have been scattered around the clearing and is covered with some strange slimy substance. They also find another of the wooden stick figures fashioned from twigs and vines. Finally sickened by her insistent filming of everything, Mike attacks Heather and tries to get her precious video camera away from her.
They again press on and Josh seems to be on the verge of losing it, becoming moody and depressed, wandering off to sit on his own. Mike and Heather forge an uncomfortable alliance, trying to hold the group together. Mike argues that whatever is stalking them will return and that they must keep moving, while Heather maintains that it's simply impossible for someone just to vanish in America. Later, they come to a river and, panic-stricken, realise that it's the same river they struggled across the previous day - they've been going round in circles. Mike rushes off ranting angrily while Heather collapses in tears. They're now desperate and have no idea where they should go - they've been heading south all day and they've simply ended up where they started from and Heather has no explanation for it. Josh's anger and frustration finally boils over and, turning the camera on Heather, taunts her about her ambition and obsession that has led to them being lost, cold and hungry. Mike tries to calm things down but Josh persists and torments Heather until she again breaks down in tears.
Night falls again and they are forced to sleep in pretty much the same place as they slept the night before. They're now too tired and emotional to fight any more and as they discuss the food they miss the most, Heather repairs a hole in Mike's jeans.
Next morning, Heather and Mike wake to find that Josh has vanished. They search the area around the camp site but there's no sign of him. Mike believes that Josh has simply gone off for some time alone, but even after they've packed up and broken down the tent, there's no sign of him. Totally demoralised and clearly very disturbed, Heather and Mike move on, trying to keep each others spirits up. Night again falls and they again wake to hear strange noises in the woods, including what seems to be Josh's agonised screams. They stumble around in the dark looking for him, but there's no sign of him and it's impossible to tell which direction the screaming is coming from.
At daybreak, Heather finds a strange bundle of sticks held together with twine sitting on the ground outside the tent. She nervously picks it up and throws it away. Heather and Mike are now just too exhausted to move on and they spend the rest of the morning comforting each other. Later, Heather finds another of the bundles of twigs, this time with something inside - she opens it and finds a piece of the material from Josh's shirt wrapped around hair, an unidentifiable piece of viscera, and what appears to be teeth, all bloodied. Heather breaks into hysterics, rushes to the nearby stream and washes her hands before putting on her pack and joining Mike on another fruitless hike through the woods. Their meanderings are becoming ever more random and directionless as their mental states rapidly collapse. Mike is even driven to eating dry leaves to help alleviate the hunger.
That night, Heather videotapes a confessional, apologising to her mother and to Mike and Josh's parents for her naivety accepting full blame for what has happened on the ill-fated expedition. She realises that her dogmatism and pig-headedness are what has led them to being where they are. Later in the dead of night, they again Josh's voice, closer this time, pleading for someone to help him and they abandon the tent to go in search of him.
Following Josh's voice, Heather and Mike find a derelict house in a clearing and goes inside where they see runic symbols on the wall next to child sized hand prints. Josh's voice seems to be coming from somewhere inside the house and Mike rushes upstairs in search of Josh. Mike then realizes that the voice is now in fact coming from the basement and rushes down the steps. Suddenly, Mike is rendered silent and the camera falls. A hysterical Heather follows and sees Mike in the corner of the room, face against the wall. Suddenly Heather's camera is knocked down too and she is rendered silent. The film runs for a few seconds and then dies.
The Trailer
just put yourself in their shoes. WONT YOU BE SCARED OUT OF YOUR BALLS IF IT REALLY HAPPENED TO YOU?! bloody hell. i really want to find out mroe about this movie. was it really real or just a movie like Quarantine. DONT YOU?! *shivers* i cant imagine what they went through.
well, on a slightly more lighter note. jake and amir 8D
PS: Sorry if the post had a huge build up but wasnt as scary as you might have thought. i am thinking on the be half of people who are scared easily. SUE ME 8)
PPS: SAT BBQ = DEEPAVALI. *feeling really neglected, a little overlooked and quite insulted*
*sigh* i'll have to move things around. dont worry about me. you never really did, did ya? *sigh* i'll be there. just much later. no worries..
and off to work. bye 8/
Monday, October 05, 2009
A day in my thoughts /8:30 PM
Hope Against Hope: To hope with little reason or justification.
I am in a very solemn mood now. I guess the waiting has finally started to take its toll on me. It all started yesterday when i went to celebrate ahmad's birthday. On the bus, and on the train. everywhere i went i saw happy couples flirting and having fun. that saddened me. Even in RP, everywhere we walked. here and there. On the train back to jp. In jp. On the bus home. Everywhere. i guess i am very observant. i immediately thought of my long conquest for this person for whom i fabled a reality to sedate my waning strength to carry on. She doesn't know i exist. i am probabbly one of the millions of people who decided to ride the wagon later on. i am probbably never going to meet her. and in the cosmic chance that i do get to meet her, i bet i wouldn't be able to cast a strong enough immpression on her to get her thinking of me and even if she did think of me, there was noo way she would fall for me and that i will sweep her off her feet. *sigh*
This is beautiful. just do me a favour if you watch it. listen to the words honestly. This video is just so sweet. A real testament for holding on. You'd never know what might happen. I can really relate to this song. Cause i was in grade 3 when i first fell for the cute girl on the huge screens and cause i have been waiting 9 long years with unwavering love for her eversince. Every day just hoping and wishing as i stare at my mp4 player.
So I'm lookin through these boxes. My life's gone off track. 'Cause its been 9 years. She hasn't written back. But in my eyes. She's still mine.
But even in this horrid of mental states. i am given little strength to continue.
Patience means self-suffering - Mahatma Gandhi. (I fine this very true.)
Life is all about timing... the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available, the unattainable... attainable. Have the patience, wait it out It's all about timing - Stacey Charter
I just hope this charter person is right. I guess i'll place the faith of a 5 year old on my hopes and dreams and pray every night a miracle happens. *sigh* But she'll never have to worry though. Cause when shes at her peak and her height and when she disappers from the radar or when shes way too high to be detected. her name will be safe in my mouth. Eternally 8)
I guess all there is left to do is smile 8) My favourite quote for smiling when you feel you cannot anymore
You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there
hhaha. Or we could all just dance in the moonlight.
We might never really get to live all our dreams. But knowing that you tried your best to fulfill them all before death is what life's all about in the end. isn't it not? - Words of a resurfaced saint
8)
Ps: I bumped into idris on the bus home. It was a very pleasant suprise. and it was very nice to go home together again after a lonnnnnnngggggg time. haha. Suddenly remembered everything we used to talk about on the way home. alot of crap and alot of important things. For 4 years we usually went home together except for certain occasions when he had to go off some place. haha. Its just werid these days to get used to the idea that we wont be seeing each other on the bus very often after a 4 year regime. ouh well. Cant wait for the BBQ 8D
And I know it sounds so stupid, To be waiting this long, But I'm still in love and I know I'm not wrong, 'Cause in my eyes, She was mine.
she's still mine.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
fighting a clown with pie /9:20 AM
Well, not really in the mood to type anything. just wanted to share a little about my heroes when i was younger. KENAN and KEL! the show was off the chain man. i used to watch it everyday without fail. and i used to laugh at the show without fail. feeling very nostalgic. cause after like, 11 years or so. i stumbled upon them on youtube and i was reliving my kid memories. and after some analysing. i realised that my life as a kid was centered around them! you know the interest for dread locks. kenan was an important factor of that cause he had dreadlocks and i wanted to be just like him! you know, always getting into trouble. well, i wanted my life to be a little more exciting. and after somemore thinking. i realised that the show had an almost all black cast. the reason why i was sucked into hip hop and rap when i was a kid. i always wished i had a life as interesting as theirs. :( well, i might never get to pull pranks as crazy as theirs i guess.hmm. well, have a good laugh. i am sure you're gonna fall off your chair. i almost did. HAHA. and let me remind you that it was 3 in the morning. must have scared the kids on the 6th floor laughing like that. HAHA (Y) enjoy!
Caution: prepare to stay here for at least 2 hours or so if you want to watch all the Kenan And Kel episodes. 8) Kel is sucha dumbass. hahahhaha
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW here it goes!
The sweet poem part 1
the sweet poem part 2
the sweet poem part 3
Who love-th orange soda-th? Kel love-th orange soda-th Isssss it true-th? I do-th, I DO-th, I DO OOO OUHHH-TH!!
Kel: KENAN! i got the problem to all your problems.. I got you another date for saturday night.
Kenan: HOW IS THAT HELPING? WWWHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!??????????
Kel: MARTIONS! MARTIONS! MARTIONS!
BAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. the look on kenan's face = priceless. 8D!! _____________________________________________________________________________________
IQ part 1
IQ part 2
IQ part 3
Ms Dimley: The IQ tests are wrong!! Kenan, you got a 90!! kel, you did not get a 96
Kel: really? *sad*
Ms Dimley: YOU GOT A 98!
Kel: ARRRRRRGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! MY BRAIN IS SO POWERFUL! i bet i can break the desk with it *bang*
wonder why they stopped showing these shows. they could kick the recent shows ass upside down inside out!! wonder what these guys are up to now. *sigh*
and what happened to ALL THAT?! THAT was another kick ass show!! *sigh*
ps: i always thought sharla was very pretty. My dream girl's attributes were built around her. heh. smart, funny, able to take jokes etc etc. haha
speaking of sharla. THE GALLERY OF WOMEN THAT I THINK ARE EXCEPTIONALLY BEAUTIFUL 8D
Gabrielle Union!
Natashia Williams! *has difficulty breathing*
Brooklyn Sudano!! *breathes faster and is becoming light headed* shes soooo pretty 8) i like girls with those frizzy hair. nice (Y)
Jennifer freeman. she is actually much more beautiful without her heavy makeup. i saw her on my wife and kids. she was soo pretty. but when i googled her. its seems like shes already married and was pregnant -_- psssshhh
speaking of my wife and kids.. ITS ANOTHER KICK AS SHOW! haha. but sadly they cancelled it already. what you're watching on tv are just the re runs from previous seasons.
here is a hilarious episode 8)
Part 1
Part 2
I almost shit myself. AHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA (Y)
well, speaking of cancelled episodes. i got reminded of cancelled people. like people whom have suddenly been under hte radar.
Yes, i am in the bear sitting next to her. HAHAHA (Y)!! remember her? JOJO!! what happened to this awesomely talented singer who is also, if i say so myself, very gorgeous????????????????? i just love her pose. its like staring right at. haha. and her eyes are awestruck worthy 8)
CASSIE!!!*faints now* bloody hell shes pretty 8D. but sadly. she isnt as pretty anymore. thanks to this dude -_-
and the fact that she cut her hair and posted nude pics of herself. sad -_-
Lauren london!! *hot* HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE THOSE DIMPLES!! _____________________________________________________________________________________
NEXT!! since i have been reading harry potter books and watching the movies when ever i can. i oresent, THE HARRY POTTER GIRLS! 8)
KATIE LEUNG! i dont really find her attractive. but i just LOVE her accent. its so nice 8) (Y)!!
ITS SO IRISH! haha. but it aint as irish as in the movies. haha. speaking about the irish. THEIR ACCENTS ARE BLOODY AMAZING! 8D i wanna be irish 8)
Evanna Lynch aka luna lovegood. haha. somewhere in singapore, i have a feeling ahmad is swooning. or at least he used to swoon 8) shes not very pretty but i like her attitude. you know, so carefree. its refreshing. heh. and i went to check out if she really speaks like that in real life and it turns out.
she does 8) HAHA. its adorable really. just youtube her. i was really facinated the way she spoke. haha. 8)
Afshan Azad!! *feee wit* haha. shes padma patil. haha (Y) and you do realise that i havent mention emma watson at all. haha. thats cause i know you guys are sick of me talking about her all the time 8) HAHA. *or are you?* hmmmmm
